clueless..

Right now when i sit here with ma lap wide open , with all the keys awaiting their turns to be pressed on ,to set them into each other's company so that they can form words to constitute the sentence i want to frame...but for all that i need to know what i got to pen down. its not that the events failed to turn up in ma life or the sad story of monotony that is driving me in to the question ,the dilemma of what to ooze out of the piled up stock of things that had found its way to me is making me all stranded.there were many times i felt like if i could just sit back and place them out ,i did fear them outgrowing  time and vanishing away in to the dusty corners of ma memory library where at times i take a silent stroll only to discover there were always there but never echoing their presence. perhaps it may be because they knew there will be a time when i would long their company and retrace them back.. its been really long since i made a post,not that the blog visits were rare ,but most of the things failed to get their completed forms and remained in draft..then there arose the waves of confusion of whether to end their prison age and let them free or to leave them in shackles for now and to give birth to the new...but whatever it was there was a tight suffocation taking root in me.somewhere i felt guilty for never letting them feel the light , and i assured to myself that sooner i will end their torture as the pain of the new birth was much more intense..but the moment i was all set to unleash them out they disappeared without even bidding me a bye...right now its just their traces that is in me..                                                                      
                                                       having completed a sem which altered my views about not just architecture but lot more.the eventful zonasa.the classic usual night out sagas, the comfort and companionship that extended throughout,the loneliness that blinked now and then,the discoveries about people around, the happiness of listening to ma heart and a promise to plod on whatever it is ..spread smiles ..hoping to set ma blog in motion again... happy blogging and yeah thnx for being there till the end...:)