veiled....

the tears that filled up my eyes told me i was hurt....there was no other sign that substantiated it....no physical wounds were there to yield out ma pain.....no loud cries that echoed ma silent rattles...no words that expressed the clenching suffocation i was in to... no rational thoughts to tell me the moment will pass... the ongoing salt water that traveled all its way through ma eyes to fall in to ma lap was the only evidence i had, to believe i was hurt..... the cause, the situation, the truth all was in a fog to me.... i didn't know or never dared to explore for i was even more scared of hurting myself.......a fear i had from the start.... even when i stepped on to a way i knew was meant fr the fickle hearts i believed i was on the right tracks.....for all those moments that faked their hues... all those incidents which wore d mask.... i bid u adieu...the last drop that bid ma eye promises never to fill again..as i now know people are not what they are.......and am no longer what i was....